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Two are better than one because they have a good return for their labor.
For if either of them falls, the one will lift up his companion. But woe to the one who falls when there is not another to lift him up.
Furthermore, if two lie down together they keep warm, but how can one be warm alone?
And if one can overpower him who is alone, two can resist him. A cord of three strands is not quickly torn apart.
-Ecclesiastes 4:9-12

So I've been following a few blogs on Korea and teachers that have been there or are currently there and it has made me so excited to be going to South Korea. As I was reading a blog totally UNrelated to South Korea and being extremely overwhelmed with studying for a test...I found this scripture. Even when I'm overwhelmed, God never ceases to amaze me and teach me that I am truly not alone in my journey here on Earth. It's been scary the last few weeks...I'm closing upon graduation too fast to even think (approximately 17 days left) and trying to get my grades up for one particular class. So far this is where I think I am:
MWF
8:00am: Environmental Science (A)
9:00am- Strategic Management (C)
Chapel (30/55 credits *crap! but it's okay...
i've taken chapel to studying now that I have no way of recovering...)
1:00pm- Training and Development (A)
TTH
7:30am: Management Internship (A)
12:00pm: Quantitative Methods in Management (~C)
(this is the class I'm trying to pass...so approximately a C if I can pass today's exam)

I have been studying for Quantitative Methods in Management (QM) (i know you're curious just click it...lol)...okay so i've been studying for QM...i started on the Review yesterday afternoon about 3pm after I finished a paper for my internship class and then completed about a page of the 3 page review before work and then after work at about 10:00pm I began again...
I put in Pride and Prejudice and worked on notes...I have approximately 8 pages (almost all front and back) of notes for my review...mostly definitions by this point cause I have to do everything else on the computer...(this is a math class...wth?! *this says it all*)

Then I studied until about 2:00 a.m. while watching P&P (YAY Mr. Darcy! :] )










...now i've been in this computer lab since like 8:00am...working on the programs and wondering wth i'm going to do if i fail this class and then not graduate and then not go to south korea and then not be able to return in the fall cause i didn't get all my chapel credits...then have to live with my parents for all eternity and then not be able to pay my loans off...this could go horribly wrong...
I'm freaking out! the test is in like an hour and half and they're about to close this lab down for chapel...i can't really do too much else or my brain's going to fall out...i keep messing things up i know and then trying to fix it and confusing myself so i'm just going to give up...maybe i can beg the teacher to let me pass...i'll promise to never help with anyone's business ever ever ever! i'll just fly off into no where! (or South Korea...lol! whichever comes first!)

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